Ciera's Adventure

I really, really, really want to write a post about all the frustrations I feel around one person but I don’t want it to

1. get back to the person.
2. offend anyone .

“If you don’t have something nice to say, don’t say anything at all.”

In other news, my glasses broke in two earlier this week. I ordered a cheap, new pair just the other day but for now, they’re super glued together and taped for extra protection. xD I’m hoping to get a nicer pair once I’m back in the US and covered with my mum’s insurance! We’ll see what happens.

I’m worried about what to do with Louie while I’m gone. Or when I get back. I just… I can’t trust Daniel’s mum with him. She does ridiculous things and doesn’t take care of his health. His sister only uses him for cuddles. Daniel barely knows how to take care of animals, although I’ve taught him a lot. I’ve thought about possibly giving him to someone else but it’s hard to tell if they’d treat him any better. He is treated really well here . So well. Spoiled well. Better than the humans in this house, well (by one person). I’m the only person who’s really taking care of his health. No one else knows how to, it seems. So, I just… what should I do? Should I just leave it be? Test the waters? See how well things go while Daniel and I are away? Or should I find him another place? I told Daniel I’d really like it if we talked to his mum and let her know that she needs to learn how to take care of certain things or we might have to give him to someone else… or do something drastic.

It’s quite possible that all the different insanity in this house is making me crazier.

-sigh-

I’m never motivated to write.
When I want to write about something that upset me, I forget because I’m not in the same mindset.
And my mind is rushing when I’m in that mindset so I can’t think straight enough to write a coherent post.

I could change this into a theme blog, for fashion, or crafts or something… but there’s already so many of those.
I just… I don’t see the point of this things anymore.

And with the joint blog. Daniel and I haven’t updated it since before our trip. We’ve been barely working on a post about that holiday but we do plan on getting it done.

Maybe you guys should give me something to talk about. What do you want to see me write? Or should I share pictures of my days, maybe? I have no idea.

I want to complain. Can I, can I, CAN I?! I guess there really isn’t anyone to stop me. Except everyone… I can’t do it. Not now… I have 3-4 people who understand me. I can live with that for now. I would like to say thanks to you guys I really appreciate you! Perhaps I’ll share my feelings with the world later.